gummy

Hi there, bloggy. It's been a minute...

My teeth had a vigourous flossing t his morning, and my gums are retaliating by swelling up a bit - creating alovely gummy feeling in me mouth.

I think I am going to take on a new format with this - write just a smidge evrey day or two and so keep updated - it's a formidable task to write an insightful & deep entry each time...

Nathan and I have just returned from Little Pond (http://www.littlepond.org) in Pennsylvania where we attended a weekend on hip hop (or hipi hopi, in Portugese).

It was wonderful.

I met some really amazing friends, which made me realise that I miss having a diversity of personalities in my life. As I said to Nathan, I am not used to being the funkiest of all my friends...

By which I guess I mean I am not used to being the loudest and most outspoken...

And by which I don't mean that I dislike having quieter friends. My husband - of all people, my best friend - is quieter than I. I think, though, that I am at a point where I am craving diversity. And spiritual stimulation from my comrades.

And by which also I mean I miss my dear friends of old - who are now dispersed across the country and the globe.

It is amazing how close people can get in only a few hours/days/weeks/months and years.

So to all of you abroad (meaning anyone not here - not just international) - I am thinking of you!

much love, and until later,

~liz

how wonderful life is while you're in the world

Hi everyone-

it's the middle of the finals season and they are pretty heavy this year. You wouldn't know by looking at me right now, since I'm sitting in the computer lab across the street from our house trying to figure out ways to avoid studying!

Tomorrow's final is in a class that I'm doing pretty well in already, but I'd still like to do well on the final. I think I'll be getting up early to cram.

Last night, Nathan and I went camping. We were at Kickapoo State Park and our campsite was on a bluff overlooking a lake. It was beautiful, although it stormed complete with lightening and thunder that echoed through the forest and off of the bluff faces. It was really cool, and our AWESOME tent kept us nice and dry!

I'm listening to the "launch" service offered by yahoo, the same folks that host my email. Launch is the music service, and you can set your preferences by rating the songs and artists that you like. From your ratings, the radio plays other songs and artists that are similar to your tastes.

And boy do they have my number tonite. I really wanted to hear Seals & Crofts' "Summer Breeze." (GAP's bought the rights and has remixed it a bit and played it as the background for their summer line commercials - I like it a lot and have been closing my eyes when I hear it an remembering listening to it when I was a wee one. I don't know how I feel about a woman walking along the beach toward me and taking off her shirts, but I am glad that Seals & Crofts are profiting from it - at least I hope they are...) Anyhow, the radio has, based on my Seals & Crofts entry, suggested and played Elton John's "Rocket Man," and, most recently, Toto's "Africa."

I almost cried with delight when I heard that last one...

Anyhow, off to the land of cramming! Have a good week!

Service

Here I go again... no posting for a -l o n g- time and then a whole bunch of thoughts all at once:

Today in my Native Americans of Illinois class, a woman named Pam Alfonso come to speak. She is a member of the Menominee nation from Wisconsin, but she's lived a long portion of her life in Chicago, where she is currently a social activist...

I asked her what resources she would suggest to someone who was seeking to become socially aware & active and she said

SERVICE

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I want to become a part of the world community, and that means becoming informed on the issues affecting all people. And she said that in order to become part of any community, you must first become involved in that community - and that doesn't mean listening to lectures and going to protests, but showing up - being there - and serving the community...

I suppose, in the midst of this quick-fix-and-instant-gratification-pushing society, I've adopted the idea that by believing something, I am automatically identified with those beliefs. But how are people going to know what I believe if I don't act on those beliefs? Or if my actions don't match my ideals?

Any beyond simple recognition by others is a much more lasting and meaningful reason to act:

Dios doesn't care what you think in your physical brain as much as how you cultivate your soul - your spiritual nature.

And one way to do that is to serve Allah's Creation - to serve humanity. And not for any self-important reason, but to express your love and appreciation of your own creation. Think about that - when someone does something wonderful for you, don't you feel full of love and want to return the favor to show your love?

And think about how immensely wonderful your creation was!

I've found that what I've done lately is retracted into the shell of my little inner sanctuary, and I've not broadened my vision - I've felt so poorly about my own spiritual state that I've lost my concern for others - self-concern is one thing (it's important to be aware of who you are - identify your weaknesses and work on them) but self-degredation due to self-criticism lead only to the worsening of one's state of being.

So how will people know how much I value them if if I fail to convey the love I feel for them? It goes beyond addressing the physical - it means really BEING there - really being concerned about other's well-being...

And it's a difficult task to shake off the husk of self-worry - to go beyond one's own self - I was watching television today and EVERY commercial was aimed as "self-improvement." Of course, first you must convince the consumer that there is something wrong with them. So almost all of the images we take in from the media are asserting that our lives aren't complete.

And if that's all you hear, aren't you going to start believing it?

So what I am feeling now is a real realisation - I am feeling love and inspiration and determination to actually make a change - to serve for real - to become involved in the humblest way possible and in that way show my appreciation for the wonder that is humanity.

seeds and roots

I sort of cheated on this one... It's really a response to a friend's entry, so you should check that out first:

http://webble.orangecrayon.com/archives/2004_03.html

It's entitled "Serenity Lady Gives Birth" and it is whoppin' awesome.

Have you read it yet?
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Okay, then read on:

Bahiyyih!

Wow! What a cool (I sat and tried to figure out a fitting word to describe what I feel and cool is the best I could do...) way to describe labor.

I have a good friend who once told me that the way she dealt with her menstrual cramps by thinking that the pain was a sacrifice that she made so that she would be able to have babies in the future.

And there's this really cool song by the Roots called "Sacrifice" and it goes like this:

Tell you one lesson I've learned
If you want to get something in life
You ain't gonna get it unless
You give a little bit of sacrifice...

And I've been thinking about that, and about the early Baha'i believers and about our American culture and our fear of death and pain...

And wow - it's a crazy mix.

I really appreciate that you posted this.

Sacrifice. It's definitely got a "negative" image in our society - but yeah - think about the seed. it's got to split to grow, and once it splits, it's no longer a seed. And it doesn't really have any idea of what it's going to be to make it feel better about splitting - it just knows it has to grow!

So split it up!

warmness

I've been in a really wonderful mood lately. I noticed that I often go up and down with my emotions, but this has been a rather sustained mood - since Monday I've been feeling good!

I think part of this joy is due to the weblet. I am able to say what I like and get it off of my chest (I wonder where that saying came from).

Another factor is the lovely weather. It's letting me know that things are growing! I love that!

I don't have much to say today. I just wanted to say hello to y'all. Have a good day!